Because of you I am afraid to close my eyes, I'm afraid if I open them again this all will be just a dream. It will be just me in this cold and lonely room. I'm afraid because this all is just too perfect and I'm not used to it. I'm not used to being happy, I don't know how to be happy, I'm used to being miserable, being alone with my problems and lonely. And I am kinda' afraid of being happy to be honest...but if this is not a dream and you really like me and want to be with me and you actually can picture some future where we are still together, then I'm willing to try to be happy. Then I will be able to close my eyes and lay beside you and not be afraid that it's just a perfect dream.